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We move two weeks from tomorrow. Never again will I have to sit in bridge traffic day in and day out. Not much could make me happier right now. Besides getting pregnant, which I don't think is ever going to happen. We are going to the new house tomorrow after work so my parents can measure everything in the kitchen. As soon as we move in, we are tearing out everything but the tile flooring in there and getting new. I hate to spend the money, but I am quite sure that nasty ass kitchen is the entire reason we got such a good deal on the new digs. It's sick. I really feel like this is a major step in my life. Never have I ever been able to achieve any of my goals. My stupid fucker of an ex-husband always did things his way, as if I didn't exist. I have never been able to pick anywhere I've lived, besides my apartment of course. I've never been able to save money to do a huge project such as a new kitchen. As soon as I would save a dollar, he would spend ten. I am moving into my dream house with my dream man. Some where along the way I must of done something pretty darn good to deserve this. Not often, but once in a while I think back to my last marriage and my old life. I would of never bet in a million years my life would turn out like this. I never knew what a healthy relationship was all about. I had no idea what all I was missing out on by settling for being second best. I tell my honey all of the time how lucky I am. How wonderful it is to have him in my life. How happy I am. While he came from a shit marriage as well, I don't think he realizes how much I mean what I say. He is the best thing that ever happened to me. Ever.
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