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After my last posting, I've found out a few things. Some good, some bad. Since my ex-husband filed bankruptcy, I cannot go after him for any bills he left unpaid. It all falls on me. That's the bad part, and boy is it bad. The good news is the lenders are willing to take a very small settlement to clear this up. My attorney is offering them five hundred bucks. I laughed when he told me. Five hundred is still more than I want to pay for his stupid ass. I need to remind myself that I still came out the winner. I am so happy now. We own a beautiful house. We are saving money for our future. We laugh all of the time. We are best friends. He is renting a house. He's got a new wife and baby, but yet he calls my cell phone in the middle of the night. All that tells me is that he isn't happy. Too fucking bad for him. I remember a time when I first started this diary that I only wanted to protect him and make things easier through the divorce. It was my idea after all. I left him. He seemed crushed at the time. It played on my heart strings. He ruined it. I wouldn't do anything nice for him now if I had to. I wouldn't give a second thought to what he is feeling on anything. If I was to hurt his feelings, it wouldn't phase me. It's sad to me that after ten years of marriage to him, he is dead to me. It didn't need to turn out this way. But just like everything else, if it hurts him a tiny bit, he has to hurt you a thousand times worse. He can never hurt me again. That thought alone is worth everything I had to go through.
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