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Tomorrow is the day. Our second wedding anniversary, which thrills me, and the due date of the baby I lost, which still brings tears to my eyes. I was planning on taking the day off. For my birthday, hubby bought me a day at the spa. I was going to redeem the gift certificate and be pampered all day. I am so busy at work this isn't a possibility now. So, tomorrow I am going to try to focus on my amazing spouse and think about how lucky I am to have him in my life. Two years ago tomorrow I married my best friend. Actually, he's the best friend I've ever had. The way I feel when I am with him is incomparable to anything I've ever known. I am happy and secure. My life is what I always hoped it could be, but never was. Nine months ago tomorrow we conceived a child out of our love for one another. A child I want so desperately sometimes I cannot even stand to think about it. I am still taking my fertility pills. I have one more month to take the low dosage before the doctor wants to start talking about stronger methods. The thought makes my head swirl.
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